A blah moment....

Now that I'm older I thought it was great that I seemed to have more patience. Turns out I just don't give a shit.

Fun drama...

I cannot concentrate in life today. Everyone is throwing their 'woe is me' bullshit my way. I need to find something new to say to them other than, "He sucks, don't date him." or "She's a whore!"

People, people, people... Shut the Fuck up already! What about me?! Listen to my bullshit drama! Let ME be selfish for once!

My real drama: I need more practice at the track, my 1st and 2nd are horrible, I can't get my 60ft down right and I keep rolling at the start.... I am guessing I need to ease off the clutch instead of pop it and risk breaking an axle. I still must be quick enough to leave the line and work on my reaction time though. E-brake or not? I feel it adds that one half second and that'll surely mess up my 1/8th mile.... Grr... talk about issues.... It's like I don't even know how to race anymore.

And then there's you bitches who constantly harass me about dating problems...let me tell you something about me and dating, I have NEVER experienced it and I am glad! I think you seek heartbreak. Everytime a relationship is going well, you find a way to sabotage it then cry about it later because sometimes it feels so good to be sad, right?! You people are so rash.

Intimate friends....

with a special bond. Mostly shared infatuation and lust for one another. It is not to say this is forever but merely a temporary desire. We share a common background; we both want what we can't have. We crave guilt because we've played innocence. Sexual frustration is a struggle; if you can't overcome it, seek it. I will be your companion in sin but only when I'm wanting to escape my own reality.

That was sent to me via text and I would just like to respond to that with: "WTF you asshole!"

It's complicated..... (says a friend)

"No man is worth your tears, and the one who is will never make you cry........"

If you could save every teardrop you've ever shed for this man, you can drown the Earth.

"Today"

just called... say its never going to end......

Love.......

The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you. There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go. Some of us thinks holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.